"It is all so meaningless we might as well be extraordinary"
-Francis Bacon

lately i feel confused over a lot and am not quite sure what is going on and where i am going. perhaps ill figure it out but for now it seems like something in the distance that i cant quite grasp or figure out. but i wish i had an answer.

sometimes i feel like dissolving into a petri dish filled with all those microscopic things. life seems much more at ease. things just do what they do. the workings of everything around us, yet you never see it. its just a fact of life. just to get away from it all, but yet still be connected to everything else at the same time. some kind of bliss, perhaps.